As I recreated the shadows of the cupboard near the window I heard the rhythm of the rain, Felt the sciamachy of the winds. How the sun peeped through the holes Casting its net on the non-living souls. The lacuna of my life which was stranded in that cupboard Screamed to me. To be touched, loved and restored . I lifted a book And stared at its cover Like a long, forgotten lover Caressed the whelve in it I reminisced its smell And it felt like I breathed For the first time in years. The sticky pages were conceiving tears, The dust at its corners emigrated to my fingers, to which they once belonged. The smile came back that I had left on page two hundred forty seven when finally the war was over As I redestroyed the shadows Of the cupboard near the window I heard the rhythm of the rain And I glanced at the dust on my finger, that will now remain There, even if I'm washed off By this rain. -Chanchal Bag la