it's raining, didn't you notice?

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I cried from my nose
The eyes are too weak
I checked in my phone
For more lies sent to me.
If it were a letter
I would think them to be true.
There is a poem pasted
On the my wall,
I haven't read it
Since it was pasted.
Today, it lost its meaning.
Like the ones I wrote
In my diary long ago.
I keep my windows open
But doors closed.
I have read in books
From here the love comes.
My shoes have forgot
The touch of my feet
And I don't remember the roads.
But still, I won't open the door.
I need to switch back to eyes
I can't smell when rain comes.

- Chanchal Bagla 

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